The summer of 2011 was a great couple of months for myself. I had arrived at a spiritual destination in myself, where I was able to acknowledge my progress and achievments. The joy I feel inside makes me feel so good I almost couldn't ask for more.
The duration of summer was about raising my self-esteem and confidence. I had to somewhat stop caring about what other people thought about me. Most importantly I had to see myself in a new light - a more positive one. I decided to believe in myself more than I had before. If I am to continue on this golden path that I am taking I have to believe in me, as long as I believe.
Doing alought of soul searching I began to find myself very attractive - not just pysically, but mentally. I fell in love with who I am. If at all that seems conceded, it's not meant to be. One must love inside before one loves outside.
The summer marked a big deal of independence. I started living away from my mother as I tenant at a family of the friends house. I had just recently in July graduated from a nail technician course at O.C. Institute earning myself 20 highschool credits through the ACIT Program. All the while The Miss Penticton Pageant that I belonged to as a candidate was wrapping itself up. No, I did not win a title. I won a philosophy; win like a winner, lose like a winner.
My family and I took a short trip to Nanimo. We visited the ocean for the first time. I made tons of friends with the starfish.
Towards the end of the summer I began job searching for something part time for afterschool. Still searching!
I wont give up.
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